Time to give in? [[MORE]] I think I’m just going to stop fighting it. It’s not doing anything for me, and I’m sick of sitting around and waiting. In a year I’ll pick up here, where I left off. Until then, goodbye. This head space is getting a bit cramped. June 30, 2013. I’ll see you then.
You aren’t going to care about this post, go about your day. [[MORE]] I’m just so bummed. I wish I still had a boyfriend because I just need somebody to bring me food and kisses and just lay with me in bed and watch like two seasons of Community with. I’m so hungry and I’m so sad. I want to cry but at the same time I don’t because I’m way too cool for that. I...
Whatever. Its not like I have feelings or anything. Why should I matter, when I am used constantly as a stool for your own ego? This happens to me constantly, and I can’t help but to wonder if I just suck as a person or something.
I can’t stop listening to this song.
The smell of jasmine is slowly floating into my room from the outside. I love it. And I also love having my own bathroom! It’s so nice, I’ve only worn pants like twice in the last five days.
Ugh help me what should I eat for dinner
The beauty of this moment is almost impossible to explain. [[MORE]] Sitting in my blankets. Eating cold chinese food. Watching the sky get dark. Debbie just went home. I’m on my own. Hot spiced plum tea. Doctor who season 5. A warm and loving bed. Nothing but underwear. This was a perfect today.
Moving day part 1
This morning, woke up at 6:34. Drove robbys car home. Drove Robby’s car to Starbucks while waiting for it to be 8 so I could change card holders name on my oops charge at banana. No one there. Very upset. Drove home. Stood in door way. Molly rude about donations pickup even though she already agreed to it. Drove Robby’s car back downtown. Paige was there. Took forever. Got it done,...
I sold my bed today. I’m moving in 5 days. This is a list of everything I ingested today: 1 regular latte 1 maple scone 48 oz of water (approx.) 2 pork buns 3 small bowls of Tom Kah Gah soup 1 scoop of Green Tea ice cream more water idk My sister gave me a set of wooden Matryoska dolls to paint. I can’t wait, because they’re blank. I’m going to paint the faces and clothes...
There’s just something about Arcade Fire that I can never not love.