December 2009
Christmas
Really just did not stop giving to me. I got so many gifts, so many presents from people who loved me. And all the while I feel terrible because I only got one gift for one person - my sister. I’m happy she liked her gift and all, but I didn’t go nearly as far as everyone else did for me. Oh p.s. I got a new phone, new number. Christmas kinda sucked this year, despite all the...
Dec 30th
I know where I stand. I will not leave.
I don’t think I could be so poetic, to hate the masses and the filth they create in such a way that I sound dignified and intelligent. I couldn’t ever be so pessimistic, as to feel the powerful animosity towards the rest of the world in such a way that I could understand it all, and yet still be so innocent. I feel as though I disregard my need to apprehend anything important if I were...
Dec 20th
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